yea this week has been good and bad in many ways.i kinda got a job-ish thing i do everyday now.it gives me a good sense of purpose and im earning money all at the same time.yayy! on the other hand this week has been a burden of many sorts.it seems to me that everywhere i look there is something badd happening...ppl breaking up with eachother,cheating,deviating....oh the lies!!! the decit!!! oh and i think i noticed something strange,but obvious.all the time i hear from people how they feel like they could so easily kill other humans..other lifeforms...and yet they always tell me how afarid they are to die.....seems ironic almost that humans are desinged to think that way.its almost like the only reason we were created is to ultimatley destroy the universe and ourselves